Thursday, December 30, 2010

Mascara

I was strolling through Central Park today in New York City and was baffled by the splendor I found. I have been to the park several times, but not in 20 inches of snow (granted last New Years was bitter cold (far worse than the 20 degrees this year). I loved walking the cobblestone sidewalks, canopied by the leave-less, mangled trees. As I came up over the parapets, thinking that I would find the infamous ice skating rink, I once again beheld the Bethesda Fountain. What a glorious statue of an angel that watches over us all across from a glorious walkway full of arches and adjacent to a beautiful frozen lake--"respect the delicate ecology of your delusions."
La Cage Aux Folles is such a breathtaking show. I have loved the George Hearn (original Broadway soundtrack) version for several years, so I was elated to see a more "raw" production than the infamously glamorous original. Front row baby! Talk about muscles and tits, girdles and jocks--it was hellashiously hysterical and it felt like being a fly on the wall more than a mere bystander paying heaps of money to see Actors. Kelsey Grammer and Douglas Hodge were both fab. Too bad they both could not have received the Tony. I loved loved loved the choreography and the light design during the huge number La Cage Aux Folles. Go get them birdcagers!

Women on the Verge of a Nervous Breakdown was cool. Not as influential or extraordinary as La Cage, but it was indeed nice to see some familiar and famous faces. Laura Benanti stole the show with her obsession with Pepa. I am still chuckling about it days later. Tony anyone? I do love the poster for the show as well as the 90 degree angle work in the lighting and scenic design.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Influence

Here are my top 20 played songs of the year 2010:

1-Bad Romance--Lady Gaga
2-For Your Entertainment--Adam Lambert
3-Firework--Katy Perry
4-Falling in Love in a Coffee Shop--Landon Pigg
5-I Gotta Feelin'--Black Eyed Peas
6-Boom Boom Pow--Black Eyed Peas
7-Ur So Gay--Katy Perry
8-Blame It On the Girls--MIKA
9-Dog Days Are Over--Florence + the machine
10-Last Friday Night (T.G.I.F.)--Katy Perry
11-Funhouse--P!nk
12-If I Had You--Adam Lambert
13-Corner--Allie Moss
14-Seventy Times 7--Brand New
15-Peacock--Katy Perry
16-Your Love is My Drug--Ke$ha
17-We Are Golden--MIKA
18-Fairy Dance--James Newton Howard
19-Take It Off--Ke$ha
20-Dance in the Dark--Lady Gaga

Here are a couple shoutouts that should have made the list but didn't:

All the Lovers--Kylie Minogue
Fire with Fire--Scissor Sisters
I'll Be Seeing You--Ashley Brown
Imma Bee--Black Eyed Peas
F*** You--Lily Allen

Friday, December 3, 2010

Requited

La nuict froide et sombre
Couvrant d'obscure ombre
La terre et les cieux
Aussi doux que miel
Fait couler du ciel
Le sommeil aux yeux

Puis le jour suivant
Au labeur duisant
Sa lueur expose;
Et d'un tein divers,
Ce grand univers.
Tapisse et conpose.

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The night, cold and somber,
covering with a dark shadow
the earth and the heavens,
likewise lets sleep, sweet
as honey, fall from
Heaven to the eyes.

Then the day that follows,
fostering toil,
exposes its light,
and, with diverse colors,
clothes and forms
this great universe.

--Joachim Du Bellay

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Ponder


In my anitqua music history class, I have really pondered about a couple of things that I have learned. I have really enjoyed Dr. Schlagel's remarks because masses and chants have much more meaning than I have ever thought they would.

When the bubonic plague rampaged through Europe in 1348-49, people's mortal lives were put at risk. Having a disease where once one symptom appeared you were dead in three days created a perspective on how valueable life is and how easily it can be taken away. People now had an acute sense of mortality.

Before all this occured, people were very religious. Music was there to honor God, for the most part, and everything had a sacred meaning. After 2/3 of Europe lie dead in heaps and mounds, the world moved from a vernacular to secular: people began to focus on the here and now (time on Earth) rather than the future time in Heaven.

So therefore, what is the purpose of life?

There are three approaches that I have been thinking about.

1- Religion--we are sent here, as God's children, to live a virtuous life and do the best we can. No matter which religion one is apart of, I think it is safe to say everyone strives to be the perfect self they can be. What we do on Earth will be rewarded in Heaven. We are here to love God and love thy neighbor. Two commandments. Simple. Period.

2- Pragmatic--We need to leave our mark on the world. We only live once and therefore need to make the best of what comes our way. When we die, will we be remembered or has it all just been an adventure? We not only need to focus on others, but we need to not forget about ourselves. What is it we want to accomplish while here for such a short period of time?

3- Humanist--We are all human beings. We all come from the same place. We should be the best person that we can be so that the people who follow us will be able to have a better life than we had/have a better experience. This is where the learn from your elders comes from. We need to be the best people that we can be for ourselves, our happiness and the happiness and lives of the future human beings.

Being raised in a religious atmosphere, everything seems to be layed out plain and clear. However, it seems life is not black and white. There is no right and wrong answer to every situation. Really, what is the purpose of life? Are we supposed to live so that we have an amazing Heaven experience? Is it based on blind faith and hope wishing what we believe to be true is in fact, true? Or do we take on all three concepts and be the best person we can be while focusing on ourselves and the future betterment of mankind?

I think the best answer for right now is something I wrote on my bedroom wall in highschool:

"You are who you want to be!"

Monday, November 1, 2010

Glow

As Mama Odee says, "Don't matter whatcha look like. Don't matter whatcha wear [...] Don't matter where you come from. Don't even matter whatcha are [...] We don't care no we don't care."

Katy Perry's Firework music video is very inspiring and just makes you want to let loose. Maybe we should all glow brighter than the moon, be who we are and reach our full potential. Reach, after all is a verb. It involves stretching, grasping and effort. This brings about Christina Aguillera's music video Beautiful. There is such an image that the society says is attractive or correct. Each person is beautiful in their own way. We should never have to feel inadequate because of what we look like on the outside. It should be what we are on the inside, the firework that we let free.

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

The "purple" rule.


So today, America is uniting against suicide and bullying. I have wondered why it has taken us this long to acknowledge what goes on, but I feel since it is an uncomfortable topic, people just turn the other way and don't recognize that it happens. It is strange to me to think it took Ellen to cause a ripple effect. However, even though there is the question "why now," I am grateful that it is being addressed. Everyone has had some sort of bullying towards them, but I hope not many have had suicide directly influence their life. It is something that needs to be addressed. The sad stories of people shooting themselves on church steps and other suicides going "undiscussed" on college campuses are no longer set in vain. I pray for the families and friends that have experienced any grievance from suicide. As a person who has been affected by this, I say that though you grow from the situation, not a day goes by where I don't think of my friend.


Suicide from unacceptance needs to stop.

Bullying needs to stop.

We need to do all that we can do to be a friend to others and love those we come in contact with. We never know what goes on inside someone's head. People may seem put together on the outside, but no one EVER knows if they truly are. Treat everyone as you would want to be treated. Remember, Love makes the world go round.

Thursday, October 7, 2010

Sunlight and a Latte

N'aray je jamais mieulx que j'ay?
Suy je la ou de demeur
é,
M'amour et toutte ma plaisance?
N'ar
és vous jamais cognoissance,
Que je suy vostre et demouray?


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Will I never have better than I have?
Am I where I've always been,
O my love and all my delight?
Will you never realize
That I am yours and will so remain?

--Josquin de Morton
"I think that possibly, maybe I'm falling for you..."