Thursday, March 25, 2010
Graduate Schools
Money wise, I am not really that happy about what I got. With the scholarship and the government loans, it wouldn't even pay for tuition. At least I got something right?? Now I just have to think if this school is really worth all the money that it costs, $39,000 a year (ahem). We shall see.
I heard back from Mannes, remember, the school that I really wanted to go to but had such an awful experience (aka faculty not being there and people being hoyty toyti to not just me but Chris as well).... I was not accepted. I am not really that surprised, but it still hurt a little. Hopefully I hear back from CCM soon. I did call them today though and the Admissions Office says that Cathy Carroll has not said anything about graduate students. I have a friend who applied and got rejected so at least this a positive sign? I hope so. Dr. Biggs says that usually the No's hear first. Haven't heard no...
2 down, 1 to go.
Monday, March 22, 2010
the gravel IS the place for me
So, this past weekend I have been working on two presentations. Of course, with me, I over work things and so I spent 40 hours in three days working on these projects. Saturday, I worked from 8a to 2a with a three hour break to see Blood Wedding at BYU. Anyway, I learned a lot about Joan Tower, Ruth Crawford-Seeger and Virginia Woolf. When I was choosing a reading example from A Room of One's Own for my Masterpieces of English Literature class presentation, I really admired what she is saying in this work. At first, I was kinda upset that the selection we were assigned to read came from a series of essays based on lectures, but then I realized that though it is not Mrs. Dalloway or To the Lighthouse it is still a masterpiece. The things she says are just so profound and deep. :) This is why I am not afraid of Virginia Woolf. I also had to incorporate the movie The Hours into the presentation. This is just a remarkable movie with an astounding message. I am showing the beginning where Woolf kills herself, which, btw I learned, is actually how she killed herself by putting stones in her pocket and walking into the river, and the letter she writes in the clip is exactly what she wrote to her husband Leonard. Such a profound movie about decisions and life itself. With a life full of death, sexual abuse and mental instability, Virginia Woolf was able to write some pretty amazing things. Here is the section I chose from A Room of One's Own. It is long, but it is great: “It was thus that I found myself walking with extreme rapidity across a grass plot. Instantly a man’s figure rose to intercept me. Nor did I at first understand that the gesticulations of a curious-looking object, in a cut-away coat and evening shirt, were aimed at me. His face expressed horror and indignation. Instinct rather than reason came to my help; he was a Beadle; I was a woman. This was the turf; that was the path. Only the Fellows and Scholars are allowed here; the gravel is the place for me. Such thoughts were the work of a moment. As I regained the path the arms of the Beadle sank, his face assumed its usual repose, and though turf is better walking than gravel, no very great harm was done [….]
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Brody and Brahms
I am done with auditions for graduate school. Let me tell you how awesome this is!!! No more stress, no more losing sleep over what ifs, no more buts, no more practicing 7 hours a day on one piece. Yes, my recital is in April, but I have played this rep literally across the country, so it will be a piece of cake. My recital is April 10 at 3:30P in the Madsen Recital Hall at BYU. This is my rep list:--Sarabande
Taylor Pulse Aria & Achoo Lullaby for electronic tape and amplified viola



Mannes was an interesting experience. I do not want to say to much because the school is still on my list of where to go. Let me just say that I was surprised by the reception, especially after coming from SFCM and CCM. What can I expect it is NYC? I brought Chris with me because these auditions had piano accompanient. I am glad that he was there with me, let me just say that. It was also nice to visit Austyn, Dustin and Brody. Brody is an interesting kid...CRAZY at times for sure. Chris and I went to the New York Phil when Andras Schiff played Brahms Piano Concerto No. 1 (man there is a lot of Brahms in my life...). It was spectacular. I learned a lot from the performance and the "flawless" orchestral playing. I will never forget hearing those violins so together and so perfectly refined. Such a stark difference to what I am used to.
We shall see what comes of these auditions. Hopefully it is positive!! Now I just get to move onto my recital, graduation then working at Disney World. Hoorah! Should be very exciting. I am sad that I cannot do CLOC as well for a second summer (especially with the season they have), but beggars cannot be choosers. I will enjoy my time at Disney World, especially since I have wanted to work there since I was four and first stepped foot onto the boat that travels across the lagoon. Never forget it!Sunday, January 24, 2010
Hypocricy, Insomnia and Rain
Oceanside was fun. We went to the beach, watched some surfers do some nice cool tricks and then went with Chris's friend Ryan to some cafe in the area. It was really nice. The hamburgers were good, and not to expensive.
We then drove down to SD (first stopping at the temple). We took a "family" portrait in front of the temple. It was nice to actually see it for real, instead of in pictures. With the grey sky, the temple was very starkly contrasted. It was cool. Moe made fun of me though because I found a nice fuzzy caterpillar. Everyone knows about me and caterpillars...
Then we went over to Aldo's house (one of Chris's friends from high school). It was a sweet pad with a BEAUTIFUL kitten. Also, when Aldo got the lease to the house, he had to sign a waiver that he wouldn't add or mess up the landlord's beer collection. It was actually a pretty impressive collection. I mean, there is no beer inside, but it was just cool to see SO many beer cans and bottles. I didn't know that people collected them like they would baseball cards.We went shopping at a mall in SD. It is the nicest mall I have ever been to. It kinda was like being on 5th ave in NY in an outdoor Simon mall. Interesting huh??
That night, we all got dressed up and had Thai food. YUM! I love that genre of pallet. So good. We also went and saw some two pianists battle it out, kinda like karaoke, but they would take requests and see if they could play it on the piano. It was fun.
The next day we left at noon. We were in So Cal for about 24 hours. On the way back, it was raining SO hard. SO SO SO SO hard that it was hard to see ten feet in front of you. It took something like 15-16 hours to get home because the first hour took maybe three hours. Something like that. I am just glad that it did not snow like it said it was going to. That would have been worse.
During the rain, we came across a car that was in the right two lanes perpendicular to traffic. It caused a traffic jam, but as we got close we noticed that this woman had fish tailed and spun. Luckily she did not crash into anything and that the drivers were cautious enough/not going so fast that they could notice she had spun out. I was rather sad though because she was crying. How scary would that be...traumatizing probs.

Auditions are coming up soon, and it just seems that so much happens all the time. I have no time to practice for now CCM...learning new pieces for that on tops of practicing for SFCM and Mannes... PLUS seating auditions on Mahler 5, which I haven't even really looked at. AND we are playing Mendelssohn's Midsummer Night's Dream...joy! That scherzo is going to be the death of me, and I have to perfect it because I am principle. Not that I am complaining though.
I went and saw Tartuffe. Dallin Alred was in it. It was SO good. I liked the costumes and what they added. It was very Tim Burtony, and quite hysterical. I like how they added music. A very good production. Up there with Hamlet. The violin playing/singing could have been a bit better, but it was not a musical so I guess that is alright. Also, sometimes the projection was not good, especially with the woman (minus Norine and Dorine, the maids. They were superb). I think the best part was the costume/makeup design--oh, and the whole picture frame/silohuette idea was bretty nifty.


Earlier this month, I went and saw a project of They Shoot Horses, Don't They? Now that was one moving piece of art. Not a play, a piece of art. Man. I don't think I have been effected by a play before like that. I couldn't talk. It took everything I had to actually go up to my friends and tell them good job. The sad thing is that many of the audience members were stoic and did not really know what was going on. I loved how the people in the marathon dance represented the people in Robert's life. I also like how it differentiates from the book. Very good. So, I do have one question though--did Robert shoot his mother as well? That is what I got from it. What does someone have to feel like to ask someone to shoot them, and what kind of person actually does it?? Oh wait....I have experienced this....I don't deal well with suicide/death....not at all. This was some of the best acting I have ever seen, and definitely the best "production" at BYU, though BYU could never do it because of content and because of swearing. Luckily I saw this. Oh, I loved how the dance marthoners wore masks and then when they were part of Robert's life, they took off the mask. I also liked how the judge/announcer was almost like Big Brother, how he would always be lurking around, but never do anything or interfere....creepy. Tartuffe was the same as Robert. It was interesting to see him play a dramatic role and a comic role and do both pretty darn well. Way to go Andrew Veenstra.
This brings me to the topic of Angels in America...but that discussion could go on for novels and sequels. That is such an amazing two plays...and the HBO movie is BREATHTAKING!!
"Respect the delicate ecology of your delusions."
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Summer and snow, winter and critics
First of all, the College Light Opera Company was one of the best and worst experiences of my life. I will start off with the worst--the humidity was a big problem, and the fact that each of the cottages that we lived in did not have air conditioning was a huge problem, as was the mold that grew from the lack of dry air. It rained so much at the beginning of the summer that there was an enormously large number of biting bugs. Being related to my mother, I was attacked, all the time. The only other problem was that I missed people too much. Because it was a high stress situation, nerves were always tight and emotions always rampant. Then again, when is that not the case with many Musical Theatre nerds?? However, CLOC was a great experience. I met some wonderful people, made some amazing connections (woot on that factor) and had a great time doing 9 shows. We performed Brigadoon, Yeomen of the Guard, Lady, Be Good!, Me and My Girl, Titanic, The Most Happy Fella, Carousel, H.M.S. Pinafore and Jekyll and Hyde. Some shows were definitely better than others...but overall I loved it and am SO glad I did it (even if I had dish duty three times).
The really impresive thing about CLOC is that everything is done in a week. We rehearse for the following show during the day (includes vocalists rehearsing, orchestra rehearsing, sets being designed, painted, cut, etc and costumes being made, fitted etc). We, the orchestra, only rehearsed Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday (Thursday was Matinee Day), Friday and then it is stiz probe on Sat with Dres Rehearsal Monday night. It is pretty daunting. Got tiring after a while with no air conditioning in the theatre during rehearsals (sorry for the women in FUR coats during Tech rehearsal of Tianic in the middle of July. They were supposed to be freezing in Winter 1912, but sadly, they were dying of heat exhaustion instead).
My father was able to come see Me and My Girl and H.M.S. Pinafore. Those were good shows, wish he could have seen Most Happy Fella, Titanic or Jekyll, but Me and My Girl is hysterical.
I lived on the beach basically. Cape Cod, for a whole summer. Free room and board and I got paid. Sweet gig right there. Shout out to all my friends, I miss you!
School last semester was bad! Although it started off with Moe, Chris and me going to SF to celebrate Chris's birthday (in a way I guess), but I hated most of my classes. I had graduate school pre-screens which didn't turn out so well. I was stressed all the time. I was annoyed very easily and basically, I just did not have a nice semester.
We did Tales of Hoffman as the Opera. Mom and Dad came to see it. Love the score! The story...not so much. 



Burton Fisch came to talk about the Bartok Viola Concerto. It was really cool to hear the person who worked with Tibor Serly on finishing the work. We also got to listen to his LP of the work. Nice job! Other cool things happened like Jay Brannon, Pinkas Zukermann, Spring Awakening (eh) and stuff.
Halloween was nice. I dressed up in two costumes--A vampire (as seen in vampire diaries) and a masquerader. It was nice to hang out with Moe, Sarah, Charolette, Julia etc...

For Thanksgiving, I went with Krista and some of her friends to seem some of the fam in El Paso. It was so nice to see my brother, his wife and my nephew/neice, my cousins, aunt and uncle and my grandparents. We had a grand ole' time. I also hung out with MaryCatherine which WAS AMAZING! I haven't seen her in two years...about time. It is always nice to see that we have a connection still even if we do not talk regular...about that...that needs to change!
My parents moved to CT, which I liked much more than El Paso. It is beautiful, clean and the house is great. I got to hang with Dustin, Austyn and Brody before they went to Portland. I am glad that all the airports were closed (even though it cost them a lot of money).Krista came home and we just played games as a family THE ENTIRE TIME. We went and saw The Princes and the Frog. Why is this show so poorly rated? I don't know... I loved it. Oh! speaking of which--oscar lovers! Precious is one of the best movies I have ever seen in my life. Mo'Nique needs to win the supporting oscar even if she is being a douche about the whole NY critics thing. Who cares, it is based upon acting and talent rather than appearances and personality. It is about time that the academy give an award based on merrit and not "we are sorry you have never won an award Kate Winslet."
Dad and I went to NYC. I saw A Little Night Music with Angela Lansbury and Catherine Zeta-Jones. Tres chic and tres good. Once again, I don't know what critics are saying. They complain about the tempi being too slow? I actually prefer Every Day a Little Death at that tempo. For the first time, I actually understood what that song was about. Granted, Angela does steal the show as Mme. Armfeldt, but I did not think Larkin was overly sexual. I liked the sombre take the show had. The orchestration was nice. Being a violist whose goal is to do shows, I have a right to judge on that.
Oh! Over the summer, I saw Next to Normal. Great score. That one! Great acting too. When Alice Ripley signed in bubble letters, I was like...makes sense why she acted so well. Jennifer Damiano should have won the Tony. Nugh said. I liked how the costumes matched who Gage was controlling. As he began to fade, so did his purple shirt. Is that what is supposed to happen or am I adding things? Who knows. The set was cool. Intriguing I guess. I am so glad that I saw this production with the replacement Kyle Dean Massey. I like his voice better than the Aaron Tivet. This is one of the "loudest" shows I have seen, and with such a small orchestra...reminiscent of Idina blowing the speakers no? I did not like J. Robert Spencer much...my own opinion. However, I do love the song Everything Else--kinda pertains to me know? I bet everyone and their dog loves it though. Also, the Dream Dancing/There's a World was so touching, heart wrenching and miserable to watch. However, I don't think I agree with what people are saying--is Next to Normal the most overrated musical of the year? I certainly enjoyed it a lot, but I could see what they are saying. The whole psychopharmicologist thing. Now, Spring Awakening...I could agree on that being overrated.My dad and I then went and saw Ragtime. Why is this show closing? It baffles me. Well, I could tell you why, but an article does: http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2009/12/31/AR2009123101255.html
It was so great. 28 piece orchestra (what?!). Very huge and grand. I just remember when the curtain opened how breathtaking that was. I don't really have any more comments about it rather than I was impressed and am very sad that more people can't see it. Wish I could have seen Cheyenne in Finian's Rainbow. Oh well, I will just have to look forward to Promises, Promises, La Cage... and Addams Family. I also wished I lived in NYC right now so I could see Benanti in the vibrator play. Love that woman too. Maybe throw in some Carrie Fisher.
School this semester should be much better. Last one in Utah! hoorah! hopefully I get into Mannes and get outta this state and be one step closer to fulfilling my dreams! As Jennifer Damiano would sing "you know that it's just a [Brahms] sonata away and you play [...] and everything else goes away..." Tis my life.
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Ashley Brown and Roller Coasters
Now I am here at the College Light Opera Company. Brigadoon opens on Tuesday. It is pretty awesome here. The singers, costumers and sceners are AMAZING. The orchestra is pretty nice too. The shows will overall be great, better than BYU for sure.
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Krista via Kelly with Lava, Nickles and Rain on top
